Chronicles of the Kitty Monarch.

Free at Last.

2007-06-30T11:48:05Z

I haven't slept yet. Been busy watching Heroes on NBC.com. Althoughtemporary, this freedom feels fantastic. I get to do what I want, whenI want and I plan on taking full advantage of my vacation while I can. It's time to do something for me for once......although I already madeplans to do things for others already -.-......but at least it's alsosomething I want I think, lol. I don't even know what I'm going to dowith all my free time. I'm excited. I hope I don't stop smiling,lol. Cause right now, I can't stop smiling and I'm feeling quite manic.

Thesunrise is quite beautiful today and this is a brand new day. I feellike the world is mine for once. I feel lost in this moment and I wishI could freeze this feeling and moment in time. As screwed up as I am,and my life is right now, I am completely at ease and completely happyright now. It feels so very much like I did right after the Diruconcert, although not as intoxicating. I almost feel like I'm in love,but I know that I am not, nor would it be love for anything or anyone,just merely the feeling itself in my entire being. I belong for now,and it may just be a fleeting moment, passing in time, but I willtreasure it.

I wish I could keep it, but having a piece of itfor a short amount of time like this is better than never at all. Iwish for you all to share what I feel, if only for a moment. We areall connected you know and I cherish the connections I've made, I have,and I will make in the future. I never want to sever any of myconnections with everything ever again. My goal is to remain foreverconnected. I may lapse and I may not hold tight to the bonds I make,but know that as hard to see as they may be, I will still keep thosebonds. Those who hurt me are always forgiven by me, given time,whether they deserve it or not.

If you ever feel I've driftedaway from any of you, purposely or unconsciously, and you ever want torestrengthen our bonds, don't worry, just talk to me. I love to listenand I may never be able to say the right thing, or know what to say,but I'll be here. Whatever happens in this life of mine, I will do mybest to always remain.

~Neko

Quote of the Day #1

2007-06-24T10:20:07Z

"I'm not Yo-Yo!" - Neko's mother

Fucking hilarious.

I still have to write about Diru......bah, I suck at writing about myday, and I can't capture the awesomeness of the concert, so I might nottry and just explain what happened, haha. We'll see X3

~Neko

I need an out.

2007-06-13T22:42:57Z

I need a new job first, then I seriously need to find a cheap place I can live and be on my own. I'm tired of dealing with the bullshit that comes with my parents (I should've never moved back in with either of them, but that's ok, I learned my lesson.)

I still don't like it here in Denver, but I should stick around until I get at least a chunk of school done, instead of screwing myself over.....again. I desperately need to find somebody that's home and settle down for awhile. Someplace that's my own and I feel I can really be myself at. The last place was the Commune, but I have to stop dwelling on that past, cause it doesn't change my situation now. I'm still not able to do enough on my own, so I'm asking you guys for help. I wish I didn't have to ask for help, but I'm in constant need of it and I'm always afraid to ask. So please, help me guys?

~Neko

Ahem.

2007-05-19T09:43:32Z

*takes a deep breath*

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Starcraft 2! Bitches.

http://www.starcraft2.com

g4spider @ 2007-05-16T13:21:00

2007-05-16T19:24:00Z

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I somehow don't really believe that, but maybe I have one deep down.

Chicago was fucking awesome and I had a blast. I'm sad I didn't get to see anyone, but that just means I'll have to come back in the near future. I met tons of awesome peoples, and had some tasty food and drink. Heck, I barely went to the con itself, lolol. It was still fun and great seeing all of you that I got to see. I lucked out and had a place to sleep both nights and overall, things went surprisingly smooth. The night I flew back was hard, I didn't want to leave, but I ended up getting back home early enough to run out to the club and surprise Natalie with my early return. Had a blast that night too and with luck, something even better will develop out of this all very soon. I guess I just have to wait and see.

~Neko

Dun dun DUN!!!!! duh dun.

2007-05-03T20:10:06Z

A week to the day I arrive.......bwahahahahaha

I hate people.

2007-05-02T09:32:23Z

I really hate it when people are all up in arms about 'oh, this show is so racist, blah blah blah' when the person saying the shit is a motherfucking racist themself! I simply tried to have an intelligent conversation with them asking why they thought it was racist and they told me why and I said I didn't find that racist. So then they started saying something that was uncalled for and added in an asian racial slur just to put icing on the cake. Of course I felt this was undeserved and I told him I took offense, which he sarcastically apologized. Of which I replied to that it was uncalled for in the first place.

I guess he assumed it was ok cause he didn't know I was asian.....but that does NOT make anything better. In fact, that makes it worse, cause he assumed it would be ok if I wasn't actually asian. Argh, I really hate people like that. I let the ops know (it was in irc >.>...) and we'll find out the results of if I rightfully took offense and the outcome of this situation in some time. They have to look through the logs and determine who's at fault, if I aggravated the situation with how I responded, etc etc. I believe I was civil about it and was wronged, but we'll see.

I really don't know

2007-05-01T12:26:38Z

Lots of things happened today and I may go into detail with them later today, but I just don't know. I'm beat and going to bed now.

Wooooooooooo!

2007-04-30T09:47:33Z

Yes, I am insane. Yes, I did have fun. Yes, I did go clubbing by myself. Yes, I am intoxicated. Yes, I am about to pass out at the keyboard *passes out face first on the keyboard*

yawn

2007-04-27T20:07:46Z

I woke up not even half an hour ago o.o.......so let's see....I did promise to start updating more regularly, didn't I.

Hmm.....what can I talk about since none of you have really heard much from me, except through Sisco, when you get ahold of him....Let's start with work! =D. I'm sure Sisco's mentioned how much I work, but at least they've cut down on my hours not too long ago. I was working a single job about 84 hours a week for the better part of this year. For those of you that don't know it, I work for the post office. On a side note from my job, I've actually built some muscle. I'm sure most of you find that hard to believe, hehe. I was scrawny as hell when you all saw me last, but I'm starting to beef up =D.

Outside of work, I haven't been doing too much, except play World of Warcraft (Blame Sisco!) and I started doing extra workouts on top of work at my job. I'm trying to eat a little healthier too, so I've been cutting down on sugar and especially sodas that I have a day. It's kind of hard because at work they only have vending machines with mostly soda, but I'm trying to keep myself dedicated. I think I'm much different now than I used to be when I lived out in Chicago, but I can't be the judge of that myself, we'll see when I come out to visit. Speaking of which (since I keep trying to pound this into people's heads!) I'm coming to Chicago on May 10th and will be here until May 13th! I'm mainly coming for ACEN, but I'm more than willing to blow it off to hang out and party with friends =), you guys are more important than the silly convention =D.

Well I'm not sure what else to update now, but you can give me ideas if you'd like, hehe. I love you all and I hope to keep in better touch.

~Neko

The power of Neko compels you!

2007-04-26T21:34:10Z

For those that don't know already, I'm going to be in Chicago for ACEN this year. I'll be in town between May 10th-13th and we'd damn well have a blowout party of the century while I'm there. Not that I'm special, but I haven't seen you guys in ages and we should make this an event to remember =3. I'll do my best to start updating more regularly and if I don't, pester me until I do =D.

Love all you guys,

~Neko

ACEN '07!

2007-02-18T15:14:28Z

Yes, Neko will be attending ACEN 2007. I'm not 100% sure on transportation when I'm in Chicago and room, but I'll get it worked out =3. Expect to smother the Neko with love and attention from May 10th - 13th! =D, I hope to see you all while I'm there.

~Neko

Teh holidays

2006-11-22T01:14:46Z

Work on newest Ne0 Pirates to resume on Sunday after I get back, hopefully it'll be done by next Weds-ish.

Are you fucking kidding?

2006-11-20T11:22:04Z

Thanks to GTC, Flatline is back up and running after burning out a graphics card. In edition to this, I'm going to try updating LJ more (HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA.....keyword: TRY!) and guess what? I've got a little surprise for all of you.......can you guess what it is? If you guessed a new Ne0 Pirates comic you're absolutely, positively, 100% correct! I've had trouble drawing, but I finally got this comic finished and it's up at Deviantart. I'm not using Comic Genesis for the time being cause I think it'll be easier for one and two, well.....I forgot what the fuck I'm doing when I upload to their webspace. Anyways, here's the link for the brand new comic and if you need to catch up, I've uploaded all the comics to DA.

http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/43258750/

Oh, and before you ask, Sisco and I're already working on the next couple comics. I've got the next one pre-sketched, just have to do the initial sketching, lining, coloring, etc. It's got a lot of work to go, but at least I'm working on it at least a little everyday. Also, if you didn't already know, I'm writing a completely separate story which will also be adapted into a graphic novel, probably also under my Deviantart account. I've also been writing lyrics, which I'd love to turn into actual music sometime. I've actually come to enjoy writing, due to my wicked ex-monk, insane (in a good way), first year of teaching, English teacher! Yes, I'm finally taking some college classes. Go me! Anyways, enough ranting, hope to give you more lovely artwork to enjoy =D

Dun dun DUN!!!!!!

2006-06-04T04:00:08Z

Well, Neko's back again =o.......

My hard drive died (oh noes!!) and I'm in the process of getting my stuff back x.x

Life in Colorado is hectic at best and I'm constantly getting crap from my sister and mom, but that's ok x.x

I'm looking into a few colleges and I'm probably going to sign up for the Community College of Denver and take care of all my core classes, and possibly take a class or two that might help me out in what I want to do. I looked up a bunch of art schools for Game Art and Design, which is something I might want to get into, or I may break off into another tangent, but I'd prefer to hone my art skills and do something along those lines. Anyways, I have the urge to work on the comic again, and I think I'm going to try to convince Sisco to help me restart the story a little. I was getting close to finishing the latest comic when I lost the files x.x (assuming so, cause the hard drive makes a rattle when I move it, like the needle or the heads or something broke). Anyways, I'm working with Gimp now, until I get my software discs from Illinois so we'll see where things go.

~Neko

PS. Since the crash, I've given my computer a new name, I've dubbed her: 'Flatline'

Movage.

2006-05-26T23:11:09Z

I'm mostly set up now, don't know what to update with except: Yay, I'm out of a hick town and boo, I'm even further away from all you peoples x.x

Oh boy x.x

2006-05-19T00:51:08Z

Yay for plans falling through! \o/...

Looks like I'm moving to Colorado this Saturday, and the trip to Chicago is cancelled until further notice >.<......anyways!

I have no idea what else to talk about, time to go pack =o.

Must have one now.

2006-05-09T22:10:36Z

I got up on time to catch the pre-E3, Press Conference for Nintendo.

I must have a Wii now.

That is all.

I want a cookie.

2006-05-08T23:17:11Z

Just a random update =o, nothing really new here. I'm totally pissed that I'm not going to E3 this year >.O. If my job would've let me know a couple weeks in advance, I would've been able to head out there with the rest of the MMORadio and TMS Broadcasting crew, but sadly I fail. Much cleaning's been going on, now that I have free time, although no new artwork's being worked on >.<. I still need ideas for what/where/when regarding my loosely planned last trip to Chicago. I require more input! Anyways, I'm starving, if you couldn't guess already and I have no idea what else to say =D, so I'll just finish up this post.

*ker-post*

~Neko

Random thingy before heading out towards train and stuff

2005-12-24T18:27:39Z

Taken from V =3

1. YOUR ROCK STAR NAME:
(first pet and street name)
Frankie Carbon

2. YOUR MOVIE STAR NAME:
(grandfather/grandmother on mother's side first name, favorite candy)
(Update this later, when I find out my grandfather's name. Stupid asian names, lol)

3. YOUR "FLY GIRL/GUY" NAME:
(first initial of first name, first three letters of your last name)
J-Rey

4. YOUR DETECTIVE NAME:
(favorite animal, name of high school mascot)
Cat Redhawk

5. YOUR SOAP OPERA NAME:
(middle name, city where you were born)
Kang Albuquerque

6. YOUR OPPOSITE SEX NAME:
(name of uncle/aunt, cell phone Company you use)
Terry T. Mobile (Going by the last service I was using. I don't currently have a cell)

7. YOUR STAR WARS NAME:
(first 3 lett/ers of your last name, last 3 letters of mother's maiden name, first 3 letters of your pet's name)
Reyang Fra

Update on a Neko Christmas =o

2005-12-20T09:32:54Z

Well my dad had a heart attack at 3:30 yesterday morning. He's going in for possibly a bypass this morning. I'm still coming up to Chi-town, but I might have to cut my trip shorter, depends on what happens. I'm sure everything will be ok, but just in case. Anyways, if you wanna spend some time with the Neko while he's up there, just contact Sisco, I'll probably be hanging out with him most of the time.

Revamped the Neko's MySpace layout >.O

2005-11-20T15:36:05Z

Yes indeedy, I finally spruced it up a wee bit. It looks much better now =3.

http://www.myspace.com/ne0pirates

Hoorah?

2005-11-18T16:09:54Z

Life and it's unexpected events decided to kick me in the balls again =D. Looks like no Neko until at soonest New Years.

Whoa...

2005-11-16T13:17:06Z

This was interesting....

Damn yoos Will!

2005-11-11T15:34:49Z

Yes.....damn you....

Damn you cause you got me addicted to Ragnarok Online....now I'm splitting my day between City of Heroes, City of Villains, and Ragnarok Online..... That barely fits in time for sleep and sustainence! Oh well....guess I'll just have to deal >.>

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